ouch, i am feeling unhappy.

i like blogs about ebay

today was summer thanksgiving. i walked my bicycle home from work, sweating. i rode to the co-op and back, cooked tofurkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, green bean casserole, cranberry sauce and pumpkin pie. food-specked cans rolling from the recycling pile only spoke to the help I recieved from campbells and generic brand french cut beans. we all agreed it was really tasty. jean and i broke up and i'm too young to not make wild mistakes. all i want to do is go out on dates, except all i really want to do is not go out on any dates. you can catch me at the ymca at 8:30am tomorrow morning. i'll be sweaty. jesus and mary chain tomorrow night, i just bought my ticket. chris'll be in seattle, maybe we can stay up all night drinking coffee and eating little donuts. i really hope so, i miss that guy.



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i keep having crazy dreams, but none of them are sexy, they're all a little gloomy.

i've got a puppy share.

Tomorrow I will fly back to New York for a week. It was my last day working in the warehouse today, and I can't wait to come back to Olympia and spend my time away from work. I'd like make a huge jesus and mary chain painting. I'll sit outside reading books and drinking brass monkeys, talking on my cell phone and buying things on ebay. I will keep my room clean and do my laundry. I will ride my bicycle and wear shorts. I will be more fashion forward, and on a tight budget too!

I am excited about Community Print, I am excited about warm nights and barbeques, I am looking forward to summertime and not talking about relationships. I am thinking of chopping off all of my hair and wearing cut-off shorts. I have plans to write letters to people nearby. all I ever want to do is listen to jesus and mary chain cassettes and think about boys. both at once totally rules. I'm doing it right now.

today i watched Green Porno, and it is great. The Bee is my favorite.

here are more things I really love:






I'm quitting cereal and dairy again, forever this time.

you were right!!!!

also, check THIS out!

Was Aquaman always blonde? I remember an underwater superhero with dark hair and really high eyebrows. I'm going back to New York-Boston on may 31st. I'm having dramatic issues with my bike-- the sidewall on my front tire blew out and i haven't bought a new one. maybe i'll get one on ebay.

i'm going to apply for an ak press job in oakland

tomorrow is dad dinner, garden planning and first day back at kill rock stars.

i wish that the gin blossoms had made better music videos.

i'm sleeping in my sleeping bag tonight because my sheets are in the wash and i forgot to dry them. it also feels like camping, and i think that is ok. life is a hectic place, and i'm scared a lot of the time, but my new reckless self should be throwing caution to the wind. sometimes i can, and mostly i can't. i bought a set of calvino books without the ugly covers. thank got for the 1980s. 90s. i didn't check the date. tomorrow is work again, twice over, since i'm re-starting at krs. goodnight i'm tired.