Friday, February 6, 2009

so I've been trying to find a consensus or mediation training workshop or skillshare. I'm sure there's something out there, but in the time being I've been having a really fun time doing internet research. I've stumbled across a few articles, journals and websites that deal with radical teaching. Here's an article on working towards a non-hierarchical classroom that I liked. Some of my favorite classes at Vassar were team taught, and I think that within an interdisciplinary major, that helped to complicate traditional classroom hierarchies. I'd like to read more about different ways of disrupting classroom dynamics and working with a more consensus-based structure.

Here is a website with a lot of writing on consensus and meeting structure

I'm still feeling weirdly homesick. This morning I spent 4 hours doing inventory at a toy store in exchange for free yoga classes. kind of awesome. I just spaced out and counted dinosaur puzzles and books about pirates and farm animal friends. I picked up a job application for this fancy bakery. I ate a lot of soy ice cream and caramel tonight and I feel so achey from it. Now I'm going to write a letter to Gina!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

i want to be around people who love each other and know that life is a long party, because i'm not always like that, but i wish i was.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

i am totally amending my plans. instead of making plans, i'm going to flake on them all and just hang out and go to parties every moment until i leave for new york. today i ate SO much pizza at the pizza buffet and also at work. i also realized that i'm going to miss olympia so much. then i drank a bud lite and walked home. the house is totally trashed, our drier's broken and i haven't done laundry in weeks. I need to give all my stuff away and be happy in new york. does anyone have an extra elastica record they would like to gift to me? i really want a copy of their self titled album. my sinuses are fucked from all the gluten, dairy and cigarettes i've been stuffing my face with, so i'm about to go to sleep and snore like a motherfucker. total mouthbreather. total bummer.

Monday, January 19, 2009

now and later

today I rode my bike to work and the pizzeria was closed. short workweek this week. here is my list of today plans:
-make a mixtape. make 2 mixtapes!
-paint the lovers tarot card i started. start a new one.
-put together an address book with all of olympia's mailing addresses, so i can stay friends.
-go over to judd and rubin's and buy them chinese takeout and watch television.
-drop off a zipper at sarah's studio.
-see if rubin can special order the elastica self titled record.
-bake a cake and decorate it with my new beautiful dog cake toppers. take a photo of it.

new york plans:
-find a place to take yiddish lessons.
-sign up for both ballet AND pilates classes.
-find a letterpress studio to work with.
-finish my tarot deck.
-chill out and have fun and enjoy anonymity.
-learn how to crochet.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

all i've been doing is listening to john cougar melloncamp and husker du. I go to work and I come home to read about jewish mysticism and tarot. i made three tarot cards tonight. the fool is steve martin in a ring of ants, the magician is a lion breathing triangles and the hermit is a long lost old friend playing guitar. it's an intense project and I think I might buy a deck in the mean time. Moving back to New York on the 30th in a fit of not being able to deal with anything in my life. Don't have a place to live or a job, but I won't be in Olympia. I'm so sad to be leaving, I'll miss it so much, but I don't think it's a good idea for me to stay.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

from dinosaurs and robots: Link

"Then, there is the Los Angeles that I know. Aerospace surplus hardware stores, smoky and ashtray-less Koreatown English hunt club bars in crumbling hotel basements, perfect beer buzz lunches at the Farmer's Market in filtered sunlight, the wild dogs of Pacoima, sprawling thrift stores, trolling junkyards for old diaries and Polaroids, the drag races at Pomona, chrome plating shops, backyards stacked with 300 bicycles, gold miners eager to show their biggest nuggets, fishing for carp in the Los Angeles River, optimists taking over art museums, the nicad battery selection at Electronic City, the metal patination case at Industrial Metal Supply, Kit Kraft Hobby, the gem vault at the Natural History Museum, the szechuan peppercorns of Alhambra, the churlish bartenders at Hop Louie, the sneaker shops of Little Tokyo, the imported coldcuts at Monte Carlo Deli, the Japanese garden on the roof of the New Otani Hotel, the bicycle swap at the Encino Velodrome, the DDR kids at the Santa Monica Pier, the mustard at Philipes, the dimsum carts of Monterey Park, the carnitas at Carrillos, the buffalo at Hart Park, the Kris Special at the Waystation, the netsuke room at LACMA, the Remington Rolling Block at the Backwoods Inn, the coffee shop at the LA Police Academy, the abandoned restaurant with leather walls at Union Station, the yardage of the Garment District, the abandoned fire station in the Toy District with the quartersawn oak lockers viewable through the crack in the door, the first two rows of lowrider history at the Pomona Auto Swap, Abe Lincoln's hat at the Huntington Library, the camillia forest of Descanso Garden, the bolt room of Roscoe Hardware that is hidden in a kitchen remodeling home center, the genius at the Museum of Jurassic Technology, the chile pepper booth at the Grand Central Market, sneaking to the top balcony of the Bradbury Building, the threadbare and dented Variety Arts Center, the orange groves of the 126 and secret utility salvage yard in the northeast San Fernando Valley."

I'd like to take the time to make this sort of list for everywhere I've ever lived.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

every sentence from here on out starts with "i".


i've been feeling really unhealthy lately. emotionally and physically. i've had a difficult time figuring out how best to cope, and a hard time remaining positive. i thought that i was dealing with things better than i am, as it seems that i've really not dealt with much at all. i had a really long day and i feel completely drained. gotta be up early for work again. fuck.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

new recipe: yogurt, coconut milk, agave and a freezer. frozen yogurt!