i've got a puppy share.

Tomorrow I will fly back to New York for a week. It was my last day working in the warehouse today, and I can't wait to come back to Olympia and spend my time away from work. I'd like make a huge jesus and mary chain painting. I'll sit outside reading books and drinking brass monkeys, talking on my cell phone and buying things on ebay. I will keep my room clean and do my laundry. I will ride my bicycle and wear shorts. I will be more fashion forward, and on a tight budget too!

I am excited about Community Print, I am excited about warm nights and barbeques, I am looking forward to summertime and not talking about relationships. I am thinking of chopping off all of my hair and wearing cut-off shorts. I have plans to write letters to people nearby. all I ever want to do is listen to jesus and mary chain cassettes and think about boys. both at once totally rules. I'm doing it right now.

today i watched Green Porno, and it is great. The Bee is my favorite.

here are more things I really love:






I'm quitting cereal and dairy again, forever this time.

you were right!!!!

also, check THIS out!

Was Aquaman always blonde? I remember an underwater superhero with dark hair and really high eyebrows. I'm going back to New York-Boston on may 31st. I'm having dramatic issues with my bike-- the sidewall on my front tire blew out and i haven't bought a new one. maybe i'll get one on ebay.

i'm going to apply for an ak press job in oakland

tomorrow is dad dinner, garden planning and first day back at kill rock stars.

i wish that the gin blossoms had made better music videos.

i'm sleeping in my sleeping bag tonight because my sheets are in the wash and i forgot to dry them. it also feels like camping, and i think that is ok. life is a hectic place, and i'm scared a lot of the time, but my new reckless self should be throwing caution to the wind. sometimes i can, and mostly i can't. i bought a set of calvino books without the ugly covers. thank got for the 1980s. 90s. i didn't check the date. tomorrow is work again, twice over, since i'm re-starting at krs. goodnight i'm tired.

tonight, brandon and marty and i founded the post-apocalyptic film club. we watched road warrior and talked about smoking pot and doing drugs and battle royale. then we looked up other killer klassics to watch in the future. it is our favorite film genre, so it's a good thing that we found one another in this cold, cruel world. what lucky duxxx.

i'm going to move in with lauren and judd next month. i'll miss this silly old house, but marty's going to move into my room and i'll still come and hang out here. it'll be nice to be on the west side again. i'm really going to miss living with brandon, because he is a nice friend and roommate and i like sitting around shooting the shit in the evening.

i bought a dead moon best of album today and it rules so hard. so does roky erikson and this one neil young song.


we made caramel corn tonight and it was so amazingly good.

melt one tablespoon butter in pan, add a cup of sugar and a bit of milk. stir over med. heat. add salt and vanilla. pour over popcorn.

i ate a lot and my stomach is probably going to feel bad in the morning.