Thursday, September 26, 2013

what I do

I go to the gym, I turn on the sauna, I run on the treadmill, I sit in the sauna and read flannery o'conner.

Friday, September 20, 2013

all I wanna do is get the fuck outta dodge.

game plan:
save money
learn to drive

i'd go anywhere, where should i go?

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

things that don't actually distract you from heartbreak
-avoiding the completion of your graduate thesis.
-working on your graduate thesis.
-devouring news of human rights violations and governmental fraud and deceit to remind yourself that you're being selfish. god, that one is so fucked up and gross and twisted.
-looking at photos on social networking sites.
-not looking at photos on social networking sites, but remembering what they look like.
-wearing the same shirt that you've worn for the past four days, even though it smells terrible.

it does actually help to leave the house, exercise often, spend time with friends, go to sleep when you're tired, and oddly enough, talk about your feelings with everyone until you become a little desensitized to them.

psych. i feel sick to my stomach. maybe the only modern cure is to stay off the internet.