i am totally amending my plans. instead of making plans, i'm going to flake on them all and just hang out and go to parties every moment until i leave for new york. today i ate SO much pizza at the pizza buffet and also at work. i also realized that i'm going to miss olympia so much. then i drank a bud lite and walked home. the house is totally trashed, our drier's broken and i haven't done laundry in weeks. I need to give all my stuff away and be happy in new york. does anyone have an extra elastica record they would like to gift to me? i really want a copy of their self titled album. my sinuses are fucked from all the gluten, dairy and cigarettes i've been stuffing my face with, so i'm about to go to sleep and snore like a motherfucker. total mouthbreather. total bummer.

now and later

today I rode my bike to work and the pizzeria was closed. short workweek this week. here is my list of today plans:
-make a mixtape. make 2 mixtapes!
-paint the lovers tarot card i started. start a new one.
-put together an address book with all of olympia's mailing addresses, so i can stay friends.
-go over to judd and rubin's and buy them chinese takeout and watch television.
-drop off a zipper at sarah's studio.
-see if rubin can special order the elastica self titled record.
-bake a cake and decorate it with my new beautiful dog cake toppers. take a photo of it.

new york plans:
-find a place to take yiddish lessons.
-sign up for both ballet AND pilates classes.
-find a letterpress studio to work with.
-finish my tarot deck.
-chill out and have fun and enjoy anonymity.
-learn how to crochet.

all i've been doing is listening to john cougar melloncamp and husker du. I go to work and I come home to read about jewish mysticism and tarot. i made three tarot cards tonight. the fool is steve martin in a ring of ants, the magician is a lion breathing triangles and the hermit is a long lost old friend playing guitar. it's an intense project and I think I might buy a deck in the mean time. Moving back to New York on the 30th in a fit of not being able to deal with anything in my life. Don't have a place to live or a job, but I won't be in Olympia. I'm so sad to be leaving, I'll miss it so much, but I don't think it's a good idea for me to stay.