Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Ohmygod, I forgot how awful it feels to be so hopelessly LONELY. It's in my fucking bones!

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

how i waste my time

i took a break from window shopping on svpply to go one bracket deeper into my procrastination and make this handsome little number on a filthy old work shirt.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

yo, what's up with dating?!?!

like how instead of asking people out, i ask them to do weird favors like driving me around and helping me move and helping me paint my room?
 oooooh shit, i gotta get OUTSIDE 'cause i am getting into some serious wormhole brain right now.

Friday, May 18, 2012

some days you just have a day when you worry that no one will miss you when you move out of town, and then you write about it in your blog.

Friday, May 11, 2012

I just pulled 90 records out to sell and ive got so much fucking stuff!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Monday, May 7, 2012

I'd been planning on moving to Portland for graduate school on August 1st, but everything happened really quickly and now I'm moving in three weeks, on June 1st. Nadia and Drummer were looking for a roommate, and the rent is $400, so that's that.

It felt odd to make that decision these last few days. Adam died earlier this week and it really shook me up in a lot of ways. It brought up a lot of stuff about my mom and about Annie, but beyond all that, it really shook me to the core that he's gone. Trying to focus on other things has felt really trivial and silly, and I haven't really wanted to hang out with anyone...not that that is particularly unusual for me, but it's felt very clear this week. Perhaps that clarity helped me make up my mind easier? Whatever it was, i just want to be out of here already, even if it's just to come back and visit and have fun.

I'm working at Psychic Sister all afternoon, watching the sun out the window, listening to soul and country and drinking tea. Went for a longish run this morning and realized that i've gotten really out of shape.

Nothing too exciting here, except that I'm gunna have a yardsale sometime and also a going away party...and hopefully a welcoming party? maybe just a party of one, but whatevs.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

I want to watch a movie but i'm too messy to find my glasses and too lazy to plug in the tv...