Ollie, are you reading my blog?

And now I'm going running in Forest Park and then going to Fubonn to get everything I want.

In really cool news, I had great dreams last night that were all about me having friendships with people that, in my waking life, I didn't think I would want to be friends with.


and there's going to be a David Hockney exhibition in San Francisco while I'm there and I spent all day reading my heart out in the library.

sometimes you get a horoscope that just cuts to the root of it all

time rules.

Evasive maneuvers

During this time it may well be that you hide yourself away somewhere to avoid having to deal with the tension between your desires and your anxieties. Or perhaps you give in to your desire, but only half-heartedly, so that you get only half of something in the end, which is not what you actually wanted. This quality of time can indicate where your difficulties lie, i.e. in acknowledging your desires and completely giving yourself up to certain experiences. You will perhaps ascertain that this has to do with an insecurity or feeling of inadequacy of yours. That is why you should find out which experiences you actually avoid - then you can make a conscious effort to share these experiences with an understanding, sympathetic person who will not injure you anew.

broken brain

SAGITTARIUS (November 22-December 21): This is the week to put any pessimistic, poor-me tales confidently behind you, Sagittarius… and to radically insist that your new life-story is about to surprise you with twists-and-turns you'll actually thrive from meeting. I don't mean to make too much of Venus's landing in your sign on Monday (Oct 7), since she won't magically part the Red Sea or resolve all of your problems with one wave of her wand. That said, with her beauteous blessedness sprucing up your solar 1st-house over this month ahead, you can expect to enjoy a more noticeably-appealing outward presentation… with immediate benefit across different zones of life, in terms of being received with a warmer welcome and/or the proverbial upper-hand. Initiatives or interactions which might've fallen short of their fuller potential just a few short weeks ago will now be better-suited for (re-)introduction. Even your physical appearance may experience a ravishing rebirth. Yet, even still, you possess the emotional capacity to spoil this softly auspicious astro-influence: If you allow a continuing stream of feelings about recent months' unsettling developments to follow you here, uncontained or underprocessed, it'll be really hard to rewrite your tale with a happier chapter-ending.

last year

something I learned yesterday

Even if I thought that someone was a total babe, I would never strike up conversation with another person shopping at the goodwill.