i'm sleeping in my sleeping bag tonight because my sheets are in the wash and i forgot to dry them. it also feels like camping, and i think that is ok. life is a hectic place, and i'm scared a lot of the time, but my new reckless self should be throwing caution to the wind. sometimes i can, and mostly i can't. i bought a set of calvino books without the ugly covers. thank got for the 1980s. 90s. i didn't check the date. tomorrow is work again, twice over, since i'm re-starting at krs. goodnight i'm tired.